Jordan Mehmut Clarke/Diary

February.23 2016
soo... today we had this church thing which i felt like i was forced to go to like every time we go to church quite much like you expect it to be a cheesy day i was constantly surrounded by those full a faith people who follow the church like sheep i felt like another part of this flock.all in all today was a day I would give everything to forget hope all these people come back to earth and realize that life isn't all rainbows and unicorns.

February.22 2016
dear diary or whatever... today.. well nothing outside the usual i guess this routine is gone kill me some how well.. at least kill my body i guess my soul is already petrified i'm going by no rules limited by no restrictions i do somehow feel master of my decision yet some obstacles come along not to mention my mother and her sister they always somehow find a way to open "the conversation" and end up turning the situation against me this is getting me out of my mind all this religious BS hope i can somehow find a way out of this shit hole this imaginary cage of mine.from the bottom of my torment love: JORDAN